Perfect sense
When I say ‘I love you’, I really mean it. When I say I don’t want us to become ‘frienemies’, I absurdly mean it. I made an effort but did you? No, you did not. I used to be Catholic for god sake. I believe in saving relationships and friendships. That is the reason why I kept trying, salvaging what I could out of it.
To me right now, you’re an absolute disappointment. You pushed me as far as you could and pretend that I don’t exist to you. How the fuck did this happened? So much dark blood on my hands, I was even thankful to you for coming into my life.. I don’t hate you, I hate your intentions. We were never friends nor brothers. And how could all those affections be just a crush anyway? Hmph, more like you’ve just got crushed and burned.
You left speechless, I have nothing that I could do now and you could have treated me better then this..
