China’s feeling lovesick
All that what’s left of my past is now blurry and fuzzy. I can’t believe I went through 2 1/2 years of depression. Look what it put me through. I fucked school twice, my mind surpass an average 16 year old thinking yet I stayed true to my nature and I came out as a better person, a better Kennedy, a better me. Much to everyone surprise. Mmm. :)
I know I can do so much better then this, I could be so much better then this. I shouldn’t let little details like being late for class distract me from dancing. You know what they say - Dance first, think later. Yeah, And I shouldn’t always let my emotions overpower my movements. Halfway through the choreography I could get teary-eyed and the feeling is kinda overwhelming. I just need to get it inside of my head before class starts and push myself.
Welcome to the world of insecurities and paralyzing self-doubts.
