April 2011
11 posts
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The kind of guy
I walked out of my bedroom towards the kitchen with my navy blue porcelain mug on my hand. 4.30 in the morning and I haven’t had much sleep. I got woken up by my blocked nose and there goes my 3 more hours to my 7 hours of sleep. The living room was filled with dead silence. Everyone was sound asleep while I’m the only one awake and my thoughts shifted to him. Am I really his kind of...
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Shhh.. Hush now
I wondered aimlessly on a train station in the East of Singapore for an hour. I see no one but myself, the incoming trains, they come and go every 6 minutes.. I sat on the bench. It was a warm afternoon, so I stared at the skies. The next train came, I entered. It travelled endlessly without stopping at any stops. The door opened.. I got out, I’m in my living room apartment. I saw my father....
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Week ending (2011/04/17)
My top 5 artists.
Boyce Avenue (116 plays)
Janet Jackson (58 plays)
Lenka (44 plays)
倖田來未 (36 plays)
安室奈美恵 (26 plays)
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Just my imagination
My wings.. They felt heavy but airy. Lying on my bed topless in my boxers, I wondered. Does he really meant it when he told me he loved me? Or is it just a farce? I don’t know.
I wrap myself up under my comforter in this rainy weather like a burrito..
mmmtater-deactivated20110905 asked: Hey, thanks for following back! =]
I'm Tate, btw! Nice to meet you :)
I'm Tate, btw! Nice to meet you :)
January 2011
5 posts
3 tags
Wha?!
Someone just sent me a message prompting me to take down a picture that I’ve posted of Luc Paugam? Now I have absolutely no idea who the hell that is.. I haven’t been on tumblr for ages! But right now I’m going through all of my picture posts looking for this Luc Paugam picture. D:
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December 2010
2 posts
rickisan asked: bonjour!
we need a day out! fast! :D im bored at home and need a vacation job. LOL
we need a day out! fast! :D im bored at home and need a vacation job. LOL
November 2010
7 posts
mermann asked: heellooo :D how are you sirr
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Slipped
Unkempt nails, unshaven facial hairs. My hygiene deteriorated tenfold. Maybe I should grow a beard and moustache, save it till Christmas, bleach it super white and be Santa. Hohoho! Bad idea. 2010 has been a horrible year for me and Christmas is just another holiday that I’m not looking forward to celebrate, much less to Thanksgiving. I’d rather be the Grinch during Christmas!...
rickisan asked: YAY! You're back hun! :D
i'm loosing followers :P
i'm loosing followers :P
mermann asked: heyyy, thanks for the adddd i followed you back (:
let's be friends :D
let's be friends :D
September 2010
14 posts
1 tag
Perfect sense
When I say ‘I love you’, I really mean it. When I say I don’t want us to become ‘frienemies’, I absurdly mean it. I made an effort but did you? No, you did not. I used to be Catholic for god sake. I believe in saving relationships and friendships. That is the reason why I kept trying, salvaging what I could out of it.
To me right now, you’re...
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Busted up marionette
Speechless and drained out. That’s how I’m feeling towards my relationship with love. He need to stop agonizing himself. I’ve tried, yet I failed again and again but I’m going to keep trying.
He typed words out of anger and confusion to break my heart into two. Skeptical, he regretted jumping the bandwagon with me. For once I did not believe him. He was right there infront...
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“Okay maybe you’re over it, maybe it doesn’t mean anything to you...”
– Marissa Cooper (The O.C.)
China's feeling lovesick
All that what’s left of my past is now blurry and fuzzy. I can’t believe I went through 2 1/2 years of depression. Look what it put me through. I fucked school twice, my mind surpass an average 16 year old thinking yet I stayed true to my nature and I came out as a better person, a better Kennedy, a better me. Much to everyone surprise. Mmm. :)
I know I can do so much better then...
Hello sunshine
I told you we’d pull through. We haven’t really talk yet but he did IM and text me about how he felt about us. That really didn’t count though. If we talk face to face then I’ll consider. Hmm, it’s like you keep punching a tree, it wouldn’t budge cause its uprooted to the ground unless you destroy the tree with a bulldozer then it’ll fall apart. Same goes...
August 2010
70 posts
“if one day you realise that we haven’t talked in a while, it’s not...”
– Rachael Osborne
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Emotions in motion
Every relationship in this world is not perfect. Like humans, we have the tendency to make mistakes. In every relationship there will be a period of time when one party will get bored of the other half or the other party will start losing feelings for the other half. These are the two main reasons why it brings a relationship down.
In this crucial period, the other half got to stand by, support...
Vacant strangers
Thanks for saying all those hurtful stuffs out loud. I really appreciate that. How long has it been like this? Oh right, it’s been a solid 3 years of breaking me into pieces again, and again and again. I tried to be mindful and nice of what I do infront of both of y’all but y’all just shove it off anyway. Like I’m some kind of a non-existence lost soul wandering in the...
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Colliding stars
The days in between August and September are my favorite months of the year. Well besides February, July and December of course. What makes it even more interesting, this time of the month is the ‘Spiritual month’ for the Chinese and Muslims.
As y’all know, I’m not really a religious type of person, more of an Atheist. Yeah, I use to be Roman Catholic, blah, blah, blah....
